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2010-03-17T21:55:00.003+08:00

this mth got alot of duties to do.. plus parade.. got very little time for myself. haiz.. this is getting bad.. i just dun feel happy at all.. even when im outside.. cos i noe a few hrs ltr, i will go back again.. next mth is the due dateline to get my coc.. it seems so hard to pass. i just wan a simple life.. a life where i am free to meet my friends whenever i wan, every nite hav dinner wif my family, sleep everynite without thinking abt the next day. haiz..

2010-02-14T09:01:00.005+08:00

hi.. guess nobody visit this blog liao bahz.. i hav been missing for so long.. anyway, happy chinese new yr to everyone.. i hope this yr will be smooth for me..

let me say wad happened last few mth.. after commissioned, continue to hav my training.. ppl always hav the idea tt once u become officer, can relax, very big liao.. tt is confirm not the case..

my close frien tot tt being in this line, i hav more money than them.. but i dun feel happy at all.. if i hav a choice, i wun chose this path.. but i noe this is what i can do to take care of my family..

i hope this yr i will feel happier bahz.. bec all the stress is still there.. i just wan to be happy doing things tt i like..

so im posted to ship.. being the smallest there, i hav to learn all over again.. my aim is to finish all the course without any delay..

some family photo..

2009-12-19T10:27:00.002+08:00

this few days very busy.. everyday rehearsal.. very tired.. but finally, tonite is the day i have been waiting for 9mths.. it is really tough in the beginning. lukcy along the way people hav been encouraging me.. family and friends.. and also my division mates and my sir.. two of my DO realli very good to me.. i guess i hav been the lucky one.. im lost for words.. lol.. just want to enjoy tonite.. yest rehearsal, the weather was perfect.. lets hope we can have the same weather and i can have a good ending..

2009-12-12T00:58:00.002+08:00

today is a very boring day..den 1730 got nights out.. today is the longest nights out.. 4h30mins.. yet i felt tt i am very lonely today.. i cant find any friends today.. i ask those i think im close wif.. yet no1 is available.. haiz.. felt so lonely.. somehow think tt ocs makes my circle of friends smaller.. anyway got two available. hui ting. but i meeting clive, so sry ting.. but when i am home.. my grandma was alone.. so i decide to eat wif my ah ma.. end up my aunt was goin to eat dinner wif her.. so i eat tgt wif them.. lol.. k lah.. not bad.. eat dinner with family makes me feel better..

come back mod debrief.. after tt stay at gunroom to watch 'sex drive' wif a few ppl.. lol.. not a bad show.. nice.. tml booking out at 8am.. waste my time.. realli shld book out today.. haiz.. nvm.. keep my comment to myself..

2009-12-10T20:25:00.002+08:00

haiz.. i duno why this year i am not excited about my birthday. haha.. my friend say because im old liao. is that true.. but i realli dun feel anything about my birthday this year. well, not going to think about it anymore..

i am going to have block leave soon.. going to spend the time to catch up with my friends..

2009-12-08T19:37:00.002+08:00

Very long never blog already.. lazy and really nth to blog about. just changed my blog skin, duno why the previous one cant be used anymore.

it's been a long way, i have finally completed my course. i did it. it is really a tough journey to me. 19 of dec here i come. guess my tears will be falling on tt day.

i also wanna say some words to my friends. i'm very sorry that i hav not been meeting u people ever since i came into ocs. i felt very bad when i reject my friends. if i can, i will spend time wif u people like last time. i duno whether things will change ornot. i can only say sorry. i think i reject quite a few ppl liao. my bmtc friends, some girls friends, and most importantly, my best friends - swiss destiny.. our friendship already last for 10yrs. even if we nvr meet like last time, our friendship will always last.

i also wanna thnks those friends who encourage me along the way. it really helps. i have not let you people down.

let me find time to catch up with u people. thank you all my friends.

2009-10-10T22:01:00.002+08:00

alrite.. im now at camp.. confinement again.. 7 more weeks to joint term, 10 more weeks to d-date.. i wonder whether i can do it ornot or fall at the last part.. next week my aunt getting marry liao.. finally.. i m happy for her.. and thnks her.. for taking care of me until so big, now got ppl take care of her liao..

i duno why i keep thinking abt the date.. i told myself try not to think of it and everything will be fine.. haiz, but i cant do it.. this week got 2 more ppl ooc.. anway happy for them since they wanted to ooc. but i sure will miss 1 of them hu r my div mates. total strength now is 48.. we heard tt the commission squad will only be 45.. plus 4 diver coming back.. we will have 7 extra ppl.. so wad they going to do..? ooc 7 ppl..?

2009-10-04T16:48:00.003+08:00

i tot i did the right thing by changing my duty to this weekend instead of next weekend. but tonite there is a family dinner to test the wedding dinner food. haiz.. i cant be there.. so sian.. yest came out awhile watch soccer.. man utd was so poor yest.. hmm.. first my div WO has change, now is my div DO.. this also mean i have to be more n more careful. 2 more mths, i realli dun wanna screw up. yest test i know i fail liao.. i must pass the retest.. if not thats the end.. i still remember 5 min ago before the test i was reading the rule, yet i can still forget.. lousy me.. bad start to ANT..

2009-09-28T22:35:00.002+08:00

hi, im back.. very long nvr post liao.. hmm.. i went to oversea training for 42 days.. and i just finish my 1 wk block leave.. just came back for my last term.. 8 more weeks to go.. i hope i m able to finish it.. actualli also duno wad to post.. i dun like to tok abt my stuff, den i also cant tok abt ns.. thinking of closing this blog.. shall see how.. i hope this 8weeks will be good.. gogogo..

2009-08-05T23:14:00.000+08:00

hi.. yest was mids underway.. which mean social nite.. duno how to call.. end up calling joanne.. haha.. lucky i ask her.. bec i am 1 of the committe.. so was busy.. was release at changi at 1220.. den go back to camp to do the stuff.. i tot can end at 2.. end up i leave the camp at 4 plus.. faster go hm bath den go fetch joanne.. im quite sry.. because the way in was very long, den i was late.. so walk quite fast.. can see that she is sweating. den her sole or wad came out too. im sry.. the bad thing is, i reach there liao, there was probs for me.. so i hav to leave her alone n quickly go do my things.. it is really very bad of me to do tt.. during the whole thing, i also seldom beside her.. im sorry joanne.. so is really very lucky my partner joanne.. she very easy mix wif other ppl n dunid me to be beside her.. thanks joanne for yest.. as i was busy, very little pictures which was taken at the end..

2009-07-25T00:48:00.002+08:00

this week was a very bad week for me.. first i got confined on sat.. den the whole batch got confined next week.. meaning my last 2 wkend, i onli left 1 day each.. wanna sail liao still dun let me go hm.. haiz.. today is the worst.. i went to review board.. i already expected it. fail 8 test out of 16.. fail 4 retest.. haiz.. tot i going to get recourse during the board.. but at the final part, i got one last chance.. n i cant fail anymore test.. is tt possible.. it dun seem tt way.. but i got to try.. haiz..

2009-07-09T23:26:00.002+08:00

haiz.. the term is finishing soon this wk.. i did very badly this term.. fail more than half the paper.. i realli feel stress.. thinkin how m i goin to carry on.. or whether i can carry on.. the thing tt is realli pushing me on is realli bec i wanna help out in my family and part of it is bec of my friends here. if not i think i cant go on liao.. can i still go on, can i still tell myself to go for it..? i hav no idea..

2009-06-26T00:08:00.002+08:00

im having rounds now.. yup, nvr see wrong.. we start cleaning up at 1830.. yet now is 0020 liao.. we still doin rounds.. why must the place be so clean.. 6hrs of cleaning n rounds.. cant stand it.. i wanna slp.. i already 6wks nvr hav full wkend liao.. i hope this wkend i can enjoy the full wkend.. my hand still havn recover, still quite pain.. its been some time liao, realli duno will recover ornot..

2009-06-13T00:03:00.002+08:00

this wk was fun.. last wk was damage control learning how to stop flood, this wk was fire fighting.. went to SCDF school. well, dun think army training is tough.. wait till u see their training.. so far, i think theirs is 1 of the toughest. dun ever look down on them.. hmm.. been a tiring and fun wk.. hmm.. actualli this wk i was quite emo at the start.. i scare tt i will be ooc.. start to lose faith and wry alot.. lucky i hav my friends and family support. especially my family.. as long i hav their support, other stuff dun bother me alot.. i wun go n think abt it liao.. as long i hav tried.. the rest i can onli hope n wish i will be there on dec.. tml is senior commissioned parade.. i just wanna be like them when my turn come.. all the best aw siong..

2009-06-07T16:28:00.002+08:00

last week having FFDC.. it was fun.. hmm.. not very happy this few days.. i keep failing my test.. i noe if this goes on, i will ooc soon.. i duno whether i can hang in there ornot.. studies and test to me are killer.. i just cant do well.. i dun wanna ooc.. i wanna be there on dec.. haiz.. just did my check up.. i no longer have prefect eye sight.. my right eye abit blur.. quite sad when i abt it.. dun believe it at first, but i try to see.. my right eye realli abit blur den my left.. my onli wish is to get thru this 36wks.. is that realli so tough..? haiz..

2009-05-10T16:57:00.002+08:00

friday learn how to operate OBM.. quite interesting.. but i got headache, think i got seasick.. lol.. hmm.. im so dead.. book out got so many things to do.. i onli do one.. chartwork still havn do.. i hate it man.. need to rush den i cant realli understand.. next wk got 3 test.. tue, thurs and sat.. i think i will hav very little rest liao.. okie.. goin celebrate mother's day liao.. bye..

2009-05-07T19:45:00.002+08:00

this few days dun hav test.. 5/5 RSN day.. went to parade.. nth much.. next wk i think got 3 test.. sian.. i realli hope 19 of dec can faster come.. i wanna get thru this fast.. haha.. oh ya, some more bad news.. even if i can get thru this 9mths, after tt i still hav to go navy study for 13mths.. omg.. haha.. dare not go n think abt it..

2009-05-02T16:23:00.003+08:00

i am in camp at this point of time.. yes, it was meant to be a long wkend, but it just not meant for us.. thursday night went home, den yest night came back again.. cos today everybody kanna confined.. almost all the wings are having long wkend, except us.. this morning took my retest, finally pass. hope i dun feel anymore test.. tml morning goin home.. den nite time come back again.. kind of crap lah.. lol.. my family went to holiday.. sian.. can time go faster..?

2009-04-28T21:42:00.002+08:00

well done.. i fail my test.. i get 76marks.. 80 to pass. fail by 1 more qns.. its so tough to get so high marks lah.. haiz.. first test already lidat liao.. how to survive the whole thing.. this 2 days onli slp total 5hrs.. goin to slp soon.. tml is my fourth test.. hope the rest of my paper i can pass.. aw siong jia you..

2009-04-26T18:28:00.002+08:00

hmm.. this wk i got two test.. tml n wed.. sian.. every wk test test test.. hmm.. just hope i can get thru it.. i noe stress will always be there.. oh sian.. my family goin holi this fri to sunday.. i cant go again.. hate it man.. i wanna go holi..

2009-04-22T00:44:00.002+08:00

today release early, tts why can blog ahwile before i go slp.. yup, nvr see wrongly, its goin to be 1.. but here is consider early.. hmm.. last wk suppose to have rounds which also mean area inspection at 1130.. but we keep getting re-rounds.. end up, 3pm den can go home.. the wkend go home no chance to use com.. after dinner just slp liao.. next day went out wif my family.. tts all. hmm.. today just had my first test.. i think im not going to make it.. in fact i feel stress.. i duno wad i m doing now izzit realli wad i wan.. im in a confused mode.. i must pass loh.. haiz.. gotta go slp liao.. nite..

2009-04-12T11:08:00.002+08:00

its been a long long time.. when i first go there, i really feel very stress.. they tok alot abt leadership and all tt stuff.. i duno whether i can cope ornot.. the last wk, i seriously lack of slp.. first day slp 5 hrs, den next day less 1hr, next day less1 more hr again.. the day before i book out, i think onli 2hrs of slp.. there tok alot abt result.. i am weak in studies, i realli scare i will fail.. most of them r A level students.. i realli feel stress when i m in there.. scare and wry.. there is still so many mths, i realli duno whether i can get thru this ornot.. hmm.. book out keep slping.. cos seriously lack of slp.. but like still not enough leh.. hmm.. got so many things cannot say.. blog also no use.. gotta go liao.. bye..

2009-03-22T23:45:00.002+08:00

hmm.. let me tok abt soccer first.. crap while i can.. man utd lose a few match.. very bad.. plus now they got a few player cannot play n some injuries.. n all the fixtures so pack tgt.. hope they can get thru..
yest went out wif xm, mk, clive and st.. been some time nvr meet them liao.. abit outdated.. lol.. go jp eat buffet.. after tt went to timah play lan.. very long nvr play lan liao.. lol.. sry.. abit rush cos tml goin to book in liao.. nid to go off now.. im starting to miss my friends n family.. i hope i will survive this.. a new beginning.. a new stsrt.. i hope i can do well.. bye.. cya guys again..

2009-03-21T13:25:00.002+08:00

so fast.. sat liao.. 1 more day and i have to book in on mon.. realli very fast.. i have not even rest enough.. haha.. feeling sian liao.. yest check my posting.. i got into ocs, navy wing.. a new start.. i hope i can get thru it.. i noe its going to be tough.. i must endure all the way.. gd luck to me.. yest i saw sth.. my new interest now.. collecting swords.. it look very nice very cool.. but this is going to be a expensive hobby.. shall see how.. i go take a nap liao.. cya..

2009-03-15T13:09:00.010+08:00

very long nvr post liao.. hmm.. no time and lazy to blog..
on the 10 of march, my pop.. finally.. i dunid go back to tt place anymore.. wake up at 3am.. the 24km route march is quite easy actualli.. not as tough as the 16km.. maybe bec not raining. den as the time goes past, u get more energy.. but the pace is fast.. Ninja is the first company. the first 4km, we take 25mins. everytime we reached, the next company will take 5 to 10mins to reach. end up, the last 4km, the leaders gather for a meeting, n the last 4km our speed is damn slow.. lol.. but during the pop, i feel nth.. cos i still nid to go back on the 13 for guard duty.. so im not realli happy. dun realli feel like pop.. just post some pics..
while waiting for the pop..

marching in and forming up..

my grandma putting on the cap for me.. lol.. im glad she is happy..

photos wif my family..

my buddy in Ninja..

some ppl say i keep complaining abt army.. actualli i not dislike army, its the lost of freedom that i dun like, especially when its time to book in after such a short time.. lol.. being in the most tough company its not a bad thing actualli. though its tough, but its not as tough as last time. last time ninja was even worse, so i shld be lucky liao.. its gd to be tough den slacking learning n doing nth.. the onli bad thing is, when u learn of other company welfare, u will be thinking, why cant u hav the same welfare same treatment.. lol.. 3mths has past, i finally dunid go back liao. too far from my hse, i dun like.. dunid to look at the sign board again which say " its not what you leave behind, its what you will gain in the days ahead." haha.. im a Ninja warrior.. so crap.. bye..

2009-02-22T14:12:00.002+08:00

hmm.. i also duno wad to post.. but like very long nvr post liao, so just crap abit.. i went for navy officer interview and i pass the interview.. goin to book in soon.. today book in early.. this wk got alot things.. 16km route march, final soc, final ippt.. last wk 4get wad i do liao.. lol.. nth much.. now counting down, waiting for pop.. den can rest..

2009-02-08T14:17:00.002+08:00

yest den i book out.. clive fetch me home.. go home wash clothes.. den slack awhile.. after tt pei him go town check some price.. den go je eat dinner wif swissdestiny.. xm, mk, tai, clive, ngor, cherry, st.. after tt go timah join my section mates.. go there drink onli.. cos full liao.. den play pool wif them awhile.. den join back my group.. play pool wif tai. i play until i fall aslp.. lol.. 4 plus reach home.. went to bath den slp liao.. gd think about botak.. dunid wait for it to dry can slp liao.. sian.. today gotta book in at 430.. is getting more n more early.. haiz.. realli not enough time to enjoy.. cya guys again..

2009-02-01T13:38:00.003+08:00

hmm.. tot field camp over, everything will be easy.. haiz.. now everyday u wake up, u will feel ur body everywhere ache.. kanna punished everyday.. tml gotta go out field again.. for sit test.. i hate outfield.. hmm.. yest went to jemie hse for gathering.. quite little ppl..

2009-01-26T11:31:00.002+08:00

happy chinese new year everyone.. im back from field camp.. omg.. i cant believe i survive.. my knee almost giv way at the second day.. it was realli tough.. yet, at the end of the camp, they say its not a field camp yet.. they dun consider this as a ninja field camp.. wth.. anyway im not 1 hu tok abt army..

so its new year.. book out on sat nite.. during the camp, nvr realli eat.. onli eat biscuits.. so reach hm cook maggie.. den yest wash my stuffs.. waste my time.. lol.. at nite eat steamboat wif my family.. got slim dw abit, but i guess i gain it back liao bahz.. lol.. so sian.. chi new yr shld feel gd de, but once i think tt tml i gotta book in liao, no mood.. hmm.. yest the show say rabbit this yr not very gd.. will hav alot of injuries.. no wonder everytime i book out, i will always hav injuries.. lol.. k lah.. hope every1 enjoy ur chi new yr.. take care ppl.. bye..

2009-01-18T17:03:00.002+08:00

book out on sat afternoon.. wth.. why not fri nite.. haiz.. yest went to watch ip man.. the show quite nice.. shld watch.. today went out wif my family go buy new yr clothes.. now in army, also no mood realli go n shop.. just anyhow buy 2 shirt n 1 shorts.. haiz.. sux loh.. goin in again.. next wk field camp.. hope i will not suffer like mad.. bye..

2009-01-11T17:01:00.002+08:00

yest book out in the morning, went home take a nap.. at nite went to chervons wif ngor, his gf, mk, st, clive, jx n lei.. seems very long nvr sing songs other den army songs liao.. lol.. today went to watch red cliff 2 wif xs.. so fast.. now must go in liao.. argh.. why time will always go so fast when i book out.. i seriously hate this.. i wan my freedom back.. bye guys..

2009-01-02T10:43:00.002+08:00

my leg blisters r getting more n more.. seriously hate this man.. come out for a long wkend.. didnt realli go out n enjoy.. last few yrs went to count down wif my friends.. but this yr, stay at home.. lol.. watched the count down show until i fall aslp.. so fast goin to go in again liao.. haiz.. why time past so fast when im outside.. anyway... happy new year to every1.. i hope 2009 will be a gd n better yr for every1.. as for me, i hope 2009 pass very fast.. haha.. u ppl shld noe why.. lol.. cya..

2008-12-28T00:14:00.002+08:00

hi.. im back.. went to the most xiong company.. N coy.. haiz.. nvm.. dun wanna tok much abt army.. i seriously dun understand why my friends can keep tokin abt army when we meet last time.. but im not goin into it.. everyday just hope tt time can go faster.. lol.. come out at christmas eve, den return the next day.. damn fast lah.. blink my eyes over liao.. i hate the feeling when i go back.. when i book out, sean n the rest come n fetch me.. thnks guys.. went to eat seoul garden.. den went home.. christmas stay at hm celebrate wif my family.. today book out again.. i got 6 blisters.. sux.. n tml gotta book in at 715.. n its so far from my hse, means i hav to go out so early.. haiz.. time shld go slow during wkends.. lol.. army life its realli not fun.. endure.. 2yrs will be soon over.. just lying to myself.. cya guys again.. bye.. i miss all of u..

2008-12-11T01:45:00.002+08:00

hmm.. today scouts help me celebrate my bd.. heard from loonrong the gals all last min nvr come.. but it nvr spoil my mood.. still got 14 ppl.. went to the function room, chat awhile while val n hs order food.. den we went to the ktv room.. play some songs den went out eat pizza n kfc.. after tt went to the ktv room n play games.. not bad lah, quite fun.. after tt they wanted to push me into the pool.. but i noe the place too well.. they cant find me.. den i dun wanna keep hiding.. so i went back.. end up kanna caught by lr.. lol.. the result- im wet.. lol.. i cant be wet alone, so i make him wet too.. haha.. den cut cake.. tts the worse part.. kanna bashing.. i until now still feel the pain.. just touch onli i feel pain liao.. tml goin ns, scare i cant take it.. hmm.. sec3 gave me a elmo pillow.. i nid to repeat myself.. i dun like elmo.. i onli use it for my blog, tts all.. but thnks alot.. xm n shermin gave me a man utd shirt.. i like it.. thnks.. keyu bought me a non-cam phone.. thank you very much.. after tt went swimming.. overall i enjoy myself today.. thnks valmond too.. for planning this celebration.. thnks every1 hu came today..

didnt join the ALs for hq dinner.. stay at hm pack my bag.. haiz.. so fast.. tml goin ns liao.. if onli it is rite after my bd, tt will be gd.. too bad.. i still got some frien havn meet.. i wanna thanks those hu celebrate my birthday for the past few days.. most of my friends went army liao.. keep hearing them tok abt ns, finally now its my turn.. hope it will turn out gd.. okie.. my blog will be quite quiet this 2 yrs.. will try my best to blog if i got the time.. hmm.. im off for 2wks.. bye.. i will miss all my friends n family..

2008-12-10T11:40:00.002+08:00

morning.. after a nite, feel abit better.. shld not feel down when i m abt to go army tml.. hmm.. yest my family came hm liao.. my sis bought me a man utd cap for my birthday.. thnks.. my dad bought me a camara, ixus 80.. not realli the camara i want.. i wan sony t500 or w300.. lol.. nvm lah.. still glad i got a camara.. thnks dad.. haha.. guess wads the funny thing.. im 21 this yr.. my aunt still bought 4 underwear for me to bring to army.. lol.. thank you.. love my family..

2008-12-10T01:39:00.002+08:00

today actualli got npc celebration.. but end up cancel cos some ppl cant make it.. end up just hav a bbq wif a few ppl.. not bad lah.. a few ppl is enough liao.. not having a gd mood today.. bad..

2008-12-09T00:26:00.002+08:00

today wake up continue to pack my room.. almost done.. still got abit more.. tml wake up continue.. den today my aunt help me cut my hair.. omg.. realli.. there is no free things in this world.. i look like a nerd now.. the front is damn ugly.. lucky i goin army liao.. haha.. if not alot ppl sure laugh.. my room look so man utd now.. lol.. i like it.. alrite.. im tired liao.. nite.. 2 more days left..

2008-12-08T01:02:00.002+08:00

4/12, thurs..
went out wif zixin.. went to eat lunch den catch a movie, four christmases.. not a bad show, quite nice.. received my first birthday present.. haha.. i like the present.. its a formal black shirt.. abit big for me, but quite nice.. i like it.. thanks girl.. at nite, cut cake wif my family.. early birthday cake n bd wish..

5/12, fri..
my family went malaysia.. but i didnt join.. hmm.. watch movie wif ky, xe, lr, gw, van n val.. watch bolt.. erm.. to a kids, the movie will be a nice show.. quite funny.. but to some teens, they may not realli enjoy it.. after tt, went to eat lunch.. den val went drivin and van went home.. the rest came to my hse play tennis.. play for fun onli since they dun realli noe how to play..

6/12, sat..
went out for dinner wif swissdestiny.. the group tt i cannot miss.. hmm.. feel quite bad cos this time round i nvr organise any party.. just went out for dinner.. as i went out wif diff groups each day, i tot i just tell them i will leave sat for them.. but end up, they ask me to chose the place n time.. haiz.. end up still hav to plan myself.. plan the place n time, den ask them join me for dinner, sound so funny.. but nvm.. this group is special to me in my heart.. so went to eat steamboat at coca.. erm.. not a gd place.. limited choices of food.. not very nice too. most importantly, is very ex.. each person around $50.. wth.. tts my whole mth money.. this few days still nid go out, how to survive..? haiz.. after tt, actualli wanna watch movie.. but onli left wif 2 plus which is very late.. so we went to timah play pool.. den sit at mac chat for awhile before we head home.. they bought for me a man utd away jersey.. thanks guys.. love u guys.. haha..

7/12, sunday..
tired.. i suppose to meet clive.. he helpin me buy army shirt using his points.. when he call me, i still slpin.. lol.. faster wake up n bath.. meet him hav lunch liao, buy my toiletries, den went to buy the shirt.. end up.. no more size.. haiz.. looks like i hav to wash.. after tt, went to my hse watch singapore match.. den went to eat dinner.. clive treat me.. thnks.. oh dear.. today im suppose to clean n pack my room.. but i just finish clearing my clothes on the floor.. still got alot havn clear n pack.. havn wash my clothes too.. im tired liao.. think tml morning hav to rush.. gotta go slp liao.. nite..

2008-12-02T22:35:00.004+08:00

hi.. im back.. shld be a long post.. wanna tok abt my feeling first before i tok abt wad happened.. finally finish my 6days 5nite camp.. after the camp, it make me understand sth.. we are still very new in hq level.. alot of things we r not gd yet.. can see tt the sub-camp tt we r ic of, we r not realli well-prepared.. we realli need to improve on tt area.. den its our very own swiss falcon.. i duno why, i feel very bad.. during the camp. quite a few leaders hav conflict.. abt wad, i wun say here.. like i say from the start of my blog, i wun post everything here.. its onli a blog where i can crap.. k, continue.. i also duno wad i do during the camp its rite or wrong.. feel quite bad actualli.. hmm.. too many conflict liao, as their leaders, i also hope i hav help them resolved some conflict between them too.

26/11, first day..
onli the leaders nid to go there.. meet 730 at lot1.. after eatting, went there.. mark out the 9 by 9 area.. we r the first to complete tt.. haha.. den went to see where swiss campsite.. help to throw away those rocks n stuff in their campsite.. den make them flat too.. hmm.. end up the gals campsite from a gd 1 to a bad 1.. so we request to change.. they agreed.. lucky for our gals team.. so was quite slack for the day.. just wait n bring them to put their stuffs..

27/11, second day..
first day of the competition.. early morning wait for sch to continue put their stuffs in their area.. tt heard news tt swiss lorry is late.. wth.. realli dun understand wad the teacher is thinking.. den all the leaders went to help when the lorry came.. so little helper too.. end up leaders help alot.. den we onli had a short briefing.. the rest leave it to them liao.. end up.. when we walk past, they do the wrong things.. make us angry.. haiz..

28/11 to 29/11..
they continue to build their campsite, while we continue to do our own sub-camp.. nth much. their bwm, orienteering, quiz and first aid all did quite badly.. den sat they do pioneering building.. was lookin at them for 4hrs.. realli disappointing to see them tt way.. especially the gals.. bec they hav been doin well, but during pioneering, they were not gd.. after tt, i went over to scold them, hope they can do better.. at nite, their skit were the best.. realli happy for them..

30/11..
up to now, the results were just above the average.. hope we can score well.. think they did listen to us.. hmm.. open hse, our teacher nvr come.. onli mr lim come.. think he shld be happy wif wad he saw.. at nite.. just before the dinner, jemie bluff me n val tt we got cop.. was damn sad at tt time.. cant explain tt feeling.. didnt eat well.. just before the campfire, saw jemie doin sth tt make me think tt he bluff us.. but i was not certain.. den, when sayin the result.. we get past cop.. at tt time, i noe we r getting silver liao.. n true enough, both team get silver.. mixed feeling.. feel happy for them, but also abit upset.. but i dun wanna spoil the jnrs mood.. so i onli say those happy stuff..

1/12, last day..
didnt slp the whole nite, spend the nite toking wif jnrs.. so was feeling very tired.. the whole day its abt packing.. at first wanted to leave wif swiss.. but we hav to wait for every1 in our sub-camp to leave first.. so in the end hs drive us straight hm.. reach hm bath liao slp.. my ah ma wake me up at 8pm to eat my dinner.. 930pm slp again.. wake up at 12pm today.. haha..

my feeling for npc realli its a mixed feeling.. anyway our aim its to get silver, and they get it.. im realli happy for them.. especially the gals.. they almost get gold.. alot of ppl also praise the gals.. they shld be proud of wad they do.. bec this is wad i wanna get when i train them.. i treat them the same way as i treat the guys.. they ran away, miss wan tok to me, tell me try to treat them diff from the guys, but i still feel im doin the rite way, i still wanna treat them the same.. so when ppl say our gals team r gd, i feel tt i m doin the rite things.. im happy for the gals.. overall not bad.. but quite disappointed wif their bwm, orienteering, quiz n first aid.. if they also do well in tt, they can get gold.. anyway, swiss falcon can raise their flag high.. we got two silver for the mother of all competition.. n we goin to get gold again for frank copper sand.. wad a great yr..

2/12, today..
wake up still tired.. chat awhile den went back slp in the afternoon.. den my family say treat me go eat sakae buffet.. as my bd treat.. cos they goin malaysia on fro to next tue.. i do feel like goin, but i goin army next wk liao.. if i go, i cant meet my friends.. so i dun think i will be going.. quite full.. i also decided, i wun making my bd celebration grand.. i wun invite every1.. just make up wif diff group n eat.. tts all.. like wad xm say, its just a bd.. haha..

finally scouts is over for me.. i done my best this yr.. bec of scouts, especially this few mths, i nvr meet up wif my friends.. i noe some of my friends r not happy.. im realli sry.. i wanna spend this few days wif my friends, my family n pack up my stuff for army.. friends, can start to book me liao.. lol.. though i not celebrating my bd a grand 1.. but i still wanna celebrate early before i go army.. just eat dinner today wif my family.. next wk celebrate wif scouts.. still got my close friends i wanna celebrate wif.. n some friends.. not much time left.. lol..

2008-11-25T23:00:00.002+08:00

24/11/08

mon stay at home.. valmond came my hse do the video clip for npc.. 8hrs.. we do for 8hrs.. still hang, we tot hav to redo.. lol.. the video clip not bad.. quite nice.. kind of like it.. but tt is for npc onli, think goin to make another 1 for the whole troop.. hmm.. after tt, hs came n fetch us go eat supper.. prata.. reach hm went to slp liao.. happy birthday to my ah ma..

25/11/08

today went to scouts.. do those packing stuff.. u noe i dun go into details.. after meeting, went lot1 eat pizzahut wif loonrong, lyndon, xuaner, ky, xm, val, hs and jemie.. hs help me pay first.. hs help me pay quite alot of stuff.. grateful to him.. hmm.. after tt went to my grandma hse.. eat again.. omg.. oh dear.. i havn pack my bag for npc tml.. but i lazy.. now goin to slp liao, tired.. wake up ltr watch match den pack.. nite and bye.. cya guys next monday.. hope i got gd news on npc 2008.. all the hardwork cannot be wasted.. lol.. bb..

2008-11-23T23:11:00.002+08:00

went scouts for the past few days.. been doing scout stuffs.. hmm.. sat morning went to scouts.. den help out in the gals team.. almost all ALs hand r pain n tired.. damn hot some more.. valmond still hurt his hand den still sick.. poor him.. lol.. after tt went to discuss where to celebrate hanlong birthday.. decided to go railway mail at 10pm..

after tt hs fetch me to bpp.. meet sunny n clive.. buy some bbq stuff den take cake.. the person make me down.. i order large, she gave me regular.. den say sry, giv me two regular instead.. den take cab, we wanna go west coast, den sunny realise the road like very strange.. end up the driver wanna drive us to east coast.. lucky sunny ask him.. wth.. make me down.. so went to west coast park celebrate ngor n st bd.. but st cannot make it.. ths bd celebration abit diff.. cos usualli my group bd, i will organise.. but this time round, i nvr.. 1 is bec i no time, got scouts.. 2 is bec i abit sian to organise for my group of friends liao.. always got prob de.. so this celebration got ngor's friends too.. his gf givin him surprise.. abit sad, cos our group not many ppl came.. feel bad.. friends getting lesser..

hmm.. chat den eat cake.. i supppose to leave at 9.. but i leave at 11.. they still dun wan me to go, wan me join them.. wanna use the same old trick.. lol.. but i cannot.. cos hl bd too.. take cab down.. feel so ps.. they r waiting for me to cut cake.. i didnt noe.. lucky nvr pass 12am.. so after tt jiu leave liao.. lol.. i just went there cut cake den go off liao.. abit sian.. haha.. den junning gf send us home.. thnks.. reach home, bath liao watch man utd match.. so sian.. all 3 top team already lose points liao, big chance for us to gain points, but didnt make use of the chance.. draw.. haha.. after the match straight away slp liao.. tired.. lol..

today.. wake up go out awhile.. den afternoon went home.. rain.. omg.. got bbq for my ah ma birthday.. lucky end at 6.. just nice.. haha.. ya rite.. yest bbq, today bbq again.. but yest didnt eat much, today eat quite alot.. hmm.. my ah ma tml bd, but i go book the pit today.. cos tml they working.. sian.. my aunt n grandma bd, i nvr buy present cos i no money.. feel so bad.. i always got buy present de loh.. haiz.. will pay them back soon.. im very full now.. kk.. long enough liao.. bye..

2008-11-20T04:23:00.002+08:00

first of all. happy birthday saytiong.. 19 nov.. hmm.. today went out wif xm.. all the meals xm treat.. so nice of him.. know tt im quite budget.. hmm.. we eat our lunch at causeway, den went to town.. far east plaza.. we went there for nth.. cos the damn shop didnt open.. drink bubble tea liao head back to jp.. den went to imm after that.. after tt, went to my grandma hse eat dinner.. den valmond got free movie tickets.. so went to meet him n hanlong.. watch tropic thunder.. quite funny... there is surely some part where u will laugh.. hmm.. den head back to woodland eat.. hl hav to report camp tml.. so he went hm after hs join us.. now the two of them watching soccer at my hse.. alrite.. i go watch soccer liao.. nite ppl..

2008-11-17T22:18:00.003+08:00

14th of nov..

wake up very early in the morning.. reach sch not long gotta rush off.. stupid bus, so small.. duno wad the teachers doing.. ALs still hav to sit on the floor.. lucky i nvr.. lol.. some more there is no air-con.. haiz.. duno why scouts gotta be so budget.. reach there nth special.. oh.. there is 1 part where we wan the npc team to get used to the mud.. get them to do push up.. xm cry.. lol.. tts the first person to cry in the camp.. return to sch, hav lunch.. haiz.. $3.50 of lunch.. sad.. duno why camp food always hav to be so lousy.. hmm.. den put all their bags into a pail of water.. second person cry.. cos he nvr waterproof.. cos this camp is concentrate on the npc team.. the rest is to take test onli.. so the rest can be consider 'extras' and the camp shld be consider slack to them.. haiz.. we didnt achieve wad we wan.. especially the gals team.. still hav to help them built.. could hav punish them alittle bit more.. but we didnt.. the teachers say we push them too hard.. tell us to look at it.. hmm.. so we change the second day program.. add in night walk.. make the second day night to be games n fun.. den we discuss whether wanna hav firedrill ornot.. decided to have.. bath liao, rest awhile, went to eat supper den we wake them up.. 3 times in total.. around 430 den the ALs slp.. slp at the basketball court.. didnt slp well..

15th of nov..

suppose to fall in at 630.. wake up liao still feel very tired.. went to scouts den rest.. haha.. 7 den come out.. whole day realli feel tired.. guess all the ALs feel tt way.. slp in the den awhile, den kanna wake up by mr sha.. this time is even worse.. the gals kitchen shed is not even up around evening time.. hav to help them again.. while they go dinner.. wad is happening.. npc team go hav dinner while ALs help them do.. haiz.. den they wanted to play waterbomb.. but no light.. so i just change the game on the spot.. hope its fun to them bahz.. den after tt is night walk, at the last part, its the mud crawl.. okie.. ended late.. but we told the teacher we will end late but will let them wake up ltr.. end up kanna scold.. during tt time realli damn angry.. but bec jnrs will come here see.. so cannot say in details.. but ALs r realli very angry.. still wan the jnrs to slp in 15mins time.. den i ask all jnrs to slp in the hall.. think there is better den the basha.. bad ending.. we decided to cancel pt n inspection since we r rushing time.. the npc team realli disappoint us..

16 of nov..

haiz.. just before afternoon sha giv us stun again.. wan us to dismiss every1 at 4.. den he nvr order lunch.. den the jnrs move damn slow.. the num of poles they carry realli wanna make us angry.. lookin at the time, we decided to help them.. plus.. the kitchen shed almost fall.. wth.. tt day, i realli wonder whether the num of poles we carry izzit more than the jnrs.. im realli pissed.. by sha n the jnrs.. end of the camp, the ALs r all feeling the pain n every1 r tired n pissed.. wad a way to end the camp.. everything is not achieved.. both the npc team realli very bad n slow.. the guy havn built the pioneering structure.. the gals bwm still cmi.. den sha pissed us off.. haiz..

17 of nov..

yest slp at 8.. today wake up still feel tired.. den nth to do.. so slp in the afternoon too.. nth much happened.. hmm.. today is my aunt birthday.. but nvr celebrate.. duno why either.. anyway.. happy birthday to her.. i no money buy her present.. oh dear.. alrite.. gotta go slp again.. haha.. bye..

2008-11-13T23:53:00.002+08:00

this two days been doing stuff for camp.. tml scouts camp liao.. wanna go army liao still go camp.. abit down.. lol.. hope to sort things out wif the teacher suring the camp.. hope this camp i will like it n not hate it.. cya guys soon.. back on sunday.. nite.. bye..

2008-11-10T23:40:00.002+08:00

hmm.. quite piss at the moment.. some ppl r just being idiot.. i seriously feel tt i m to rash to sign on as val.. i just feel tt i wanna carry on wad i m doin rite now, carry on help scouts.. but i nvr think quite a few things.. too rash.. i must admit i nvr spend time to think.. i wanna feel tt i m not working alone.. i wanna get support when i do things.. my friends say i spend too much time in scouts.. i realli giv alot to scouts liao.. now, i wanna take my time n think abt it.. quite disappointed..

2008-11-09T11:41:00.003+08:00

yest went scouts in the morning.. sort of kanna scold by lim again.. haiz.. hmm.. next fri is the nov camp liao.. but seem tt still got alot of things yet to be done.. but duno why, i also dun realli feel like doin.. lol.. lazy bahz.. after tt went hm, watch man utd match.. poor game.. recently man utd defence cmi.. not like last season.. nid to improve.. anyway, after i go army also cannot always watch liao.. lol.. after tt match went to slp liao.. tot of joinin xm they all go sunny hse de.. but im tired, no energy to ton.. plus.. sth realli stress me, im broke.. my wallet onli got $5.. my atm no money.. tts all i hav.. im so dead.. realli very hard to survive.. now i hope i can faster go army.. lol..

2008-11-05T23:00:00.003+08:00

this few days do scouts stuff for myself.. went to hq meeting on tue at 730 pm.. last unitl 10pm.. den tt day went to buy uniform.. today also went.. still lack boots and nametag, which i duno whether wanna make ornot.. omg.. super long nvr wear uniform liao.. look so strange lah.. haiz.. dun hav the motivation to wear the uniform.. lol.. why hav i sign on as val..? i ask myself.. since i hav been goin back scouts for so long, why not just sign.. since things will be so much easier when we sign on.. but also mean i hav to spend more time in scouts.. bleah.. take 1 step at a time, dun wanna think so far yet..

been thinking whether wanna celebrate my 21th birhtday ornot.. ppl say 21th must celebrate quite big.. but this time round maybe i dun intend to do it.. just spend 1 day celebrate wif scouts, 1 day wif my close friends.. low profile this time round.. plus also not the actual day.. just dun feel rite.. lol.. duno lah.. havn decide.. so fan.. argh.. haha.. bye.. watching man utd match ltr.. they will qualify to the next round.. lol..

2008-11-02T21:43:00.002+08:00

yest went scouts for almost the whole day.. at nite, val n hs coming my hse watch soccer.. i was watching soccer at tt time.. didnt realise i fall aslp.. lol.. den val call my hse.. hmm.. after watching man utd match, i noe i cant liao.. goin to dreamland.. end up, they watch half time jiu went hm liao.. abit ps.. hmm.. today rest at hm de whole day.. recently been thinking abt something..

2008-10-31T21:18:00.002+08:00

hmm.. today went scouts meeting.. thnks sjab for helping me teach my scouts first aid.. realli appreciated.. hmm.. during meeting also meet xm for lunch.. thnks 4 the treat.. not enough rest, i go slp liao.. nite..

2008-10-30T00:50:00.002+08:00

my family are going to send me tt day.. haiz.. i m so not in the mood.. i m happy tt i can go army this yr.. but but but.. i dun wan before my bd, n i dun wan to go tekong.. haiz.. try not to think of it, but still will think of it.. so sian.. argh..

2008-10-29T01:08:00.002+08:00

updated on genting trip..

went to genting wif my family at around 920pm.. reached there around 6am.. i was wearing jersey n shorts.. go down the bus damn freaking cold lah.. hmm.. first day reach liao go theme park.. play bowling.. second day go walk walk, shopping, but nvr shop much cos all so ex.. went to casino.. guess wad, i nvr bet.. haha.. cant believe it.. but dun feel like betting at tt time.. hmm.. quite boring lah.. nth much.. just spending time wif my family.. mon leave at 230pm.. the worse thing happened.. the stupid bus break down.. in the middle of highway.. no engine, so hot den still hav to waste time waiting for the bus.. i think wait around 3hrs.. wth.. den reaching custom still traffic jam.. reach home around 1am.. wth.. i didnt expect myself to reach so late..
reach singapore, already got scouts stuff for me to do.. call hs n valmond.. settle some stuffs.. den go rest liao..

today went to scouts in the afternoon.. nov i will be busy for scouts.. after scouts, went to watch soccer wif valmond n hs.. den went to eat dinner.. reach home around 12.. guess wad i saw.. the red letter on my bed.. finally come liao.. look nth except the date.. 11 dec.. i wanted to go in this yr as my frien noe.. but suddenly when i noe the date, 2 days before my bd, just dun feel great.. lol.. anyway i look at the date liao den keep the letter away liao.. dun wanna think abt it first.. finish wadever i hav to do in nov for scouts den i start to think of tt.. i go rest liao, just got a shock, nid to calm down.. lol.. nite..

2008-10-24T20:10:00.002+08:00

i going holiday wif my family liao.. since i went to poly, i have not join my family for holiday.. finally i m able to join them this time round.. hmm.. yest jemie call me.. his grandfather past away.. haiz.. take care.. when i come back from holiday, almost everyday is scouts liao.. alrite, till i come back.. see ya..

2008-10-23T19:04:00.002+08:00

yest morning wake up at 7.. went to swiss hav meeting.. tts a crap meeting.. duno wads the use of the meeting.. lol.. den i tot i can go hm after tt.. end up, hav meeting wif jemie at lot1 until 2pm.. actualli wanna go hm slp liao den go my grandma hse.. but meeting until so long, so i nvr go hm liao.. went to my grandma hse, slp awhile.. den wake up eat dinner.. den rush hm email the sec3 before i go holiday.. den finish up my aunt stuff tt she wan me to do..

today wake up quite late.. just finish my aunt stuff.. finally done.. but i anyhow do de.. lol.. tml going holiday wif my family liao.. gotta rest for a few days before i come back n chiong scouts.. lol.. recently a close frien of mine keep asking me out or eat lunch wif him.. but i quite busy to meet him.. i feel quite bad.. after nov, must find time pei him eat liao.. im sry..
hmm.. kk.. go eat dinner liao.. bye..

2008-10-22T00:37:00.002+08:00

this few days quite busy.. also no time blog.. scouts stuff realli quite alot things to do.. after scouts still have to do things at hm.. hotmail also flooded wif scouts email.. den yest my aunt ask me to help her do sth.. she give me a script n ask me burn a disc wif sound for the script.. so tough lah.. i also nvr do before.. tml gotta finish.. busy wif scouts liao still hav to do tt.. argh.. hmm.. got my jay album liao.. this album average onli.. a few nice de, the rest average.. ltr watching man utd match.. morning gotta go swiss for scouts meeting.. 2hrs of slp, hope is enough.. kk.. i gotta go figure out my aunt stuff liao.. byebye..

2008-10-19T00:24:00.002+08:00

slp at 3 yest,, wake up at 6 this morning.. seriously not enough slp.. do pioneering today... the npc team members still nvr show the rite attitude during training.. quite disappointing.. we still havn bought all the equipment yet, end up i use a spoil mallet to hammer.. end up, my right hand got 7 blister.. damn it.. den delay for half an hr, end up hav to take cab to scouts hq.. went for the final npc briefing.. the ic ask whether we wanna help out ornot.. hmm.. abit interested, but i dun feel like wearing full u, n i dun hav a full u.. lol.. see how it goes bahz.. went hm bath, eat den slp.. slp awhile st n clive come my hse liao.. watch soccer.. they just went hm.. ok, after man utd match i go slp liao.. nite..

2008-10-18T01:20:00.002+08:00

today went out wif friend.. den at nite meet sunny, clive n st for dinner.. den went to starbucks chat.. went out the whole day, im tired.. tml still hav to wake up early for scouts.. reach hm bath liao switch on my com.. omg.. 14 emails.. 7 of them r scouts de.. haha.. i still got things havn do.. dun care liao.. wkend den do.. rot for too long liao, now still to feel the 'tiredness'again.. lol.. kk.. gotta go rest liao.. nite..

2008-10-15T00:31:00.002+08:00

hmm.. today went scouts.. have briefing.. this oct n nov goin to be very busy.. hope after nov, can relax n step down go ns liao.. so this 2 mths must work abit harder..

2008-10-13T00:08:00.002+08:00

yest celebrate my popo birthday.. went to science centre there eat sakura.. so damn full.. average lah, not very nice.. hmm. today slack the whole day.. play tennis.. just now went to eat dinner.. got 1 uncle, wait 4 fried rice for around 1hr.. so poor thing..

2008-10-11T01:04:00.002+08:00

i duno wad i m thinking.. tts all i can say abt myself.. the past few days i m very scare abt the interview.. even when i m on my way there.. when the person giv us briefing, suddenly i feel tt this is not wad i realli want.. while waitin 4 my turn, i m not scare liao, all i m thinking is whether wanna go off just lidat ornot.. but got 1 person go off.. den they say him, so i decide to stay.. went in, crap awhile, i must admit the interview quite hard, but its already not a concern to me.. end of the interview, i say i m not so interested.. so i didnt get thru the interview.. i realli duno wad i m doing.. but since i feel its not wad i wan, i shld stand by it.. nid to rethink wad i realli wan liao.. aw siong, u hav to start to make up ur mind.. haiz..

2008-10-09T01:56:00.003+08:00

today went to vivo wif sunny n xm.. xm wanna buy shoe.. not a bad day, chat and some laughter.. hmm.. friday is getting near.. im realli scare.. i duno why.. haha.. i hope i can do well in the interview.. jia you aw siong..!

2008-10-08T00:01:00.002+08:00

today went to buy my grandma present.. den went hm slp again.. evening went back to swiss for meetin wif jemie n mr lim.. den sch closing, mr lim treat us dinner, dun think so gd.. dinner time having meeting.. lol.. come hm liao, still hav to discuss wif jemie the things.. argh.. i can sense when cca resume, going to be very busy..

2008-10-07T02:22:00.003+08:00

today sunny come my hse for gym again.. wanted to swim, too bad goin to rain soon.. after tt went to causeway eat lunch.. saw mr lim email.. wanna meet us.. end up tml having meeting with him.. still have to plan oct meeting.. wth.. so last min..

2008-10-05T02:29:00.002+08:00

today afternoon went to sunny hse, return him his vcd.. den sunny aunt treat us lunch.. thank you sunny's aunt for the treat.. abit ps.. hmm.. today stomach ache.. stomach not feeling well..

yes.. man utd won 2-0.. so cool lah.. brown score against brown.. lol.. i wonder got any keeper named ronaldo.. lol.. hmm.. this game also prove tt brown is already better den neville.. so pls stop playing neville in impt games..

2008-10-02T03:37:00.003+08:00

today have lunch wif my aunt n grandma.. didnt noe we goin so far.. cos sunny coming my hse.. anyway i ask sunny go gym first.. den i join him ltr.. den we went for swim.. hmm.. he say he very ps liao, everytime come my hse.. he dun even wanna go up my hse.. lol.. actualli its nth.. the facilities are there to be used.. nvr use den realli its a waste.. my family also dun mind de loh.. but at nite den got prob lah.. bec at nite i scare we disturb my family slp.. so sunny.. nth to be ps abt.. lol.. if sunny saw this, he is goin to scold me liao.. lol.

2008-09-30T23:24:00.002+08:00

haha.. at first, everyday blog.. now.. getting lesser n lesser.. realli nth to blog.. if this carry on, i will just close this blog.. hmm.. today sunny ask me pei him go bugis cut hair.. tt guy hu cut his hair, i must admit is lousy.. lol.. den go eat.. its around lunch time loh, but im still full now.. haha..

oh ya, this morning my aunt sms me.. ask me wanna go genting on 24 to 27 of oct.. hmm.. holi.. i finally goin holi.. duno how long nvr go holiday wif my family liao.. but this time round, i think only got adults.. also duno fun ornot..

did i mention tt the fighter call me n say i qualify for the second round which is a 1 on 1 interview.. anyway, im so scare.. duno whether can do well ornot.. but i nvr carry much hope, so shld be okie.. havn done my research yet.. lazy is the word to say me now.. lol..

2008-09-25T23:18:00.003+08:00

very long nvr blog liao.. cos nth to blog.. everyday is the same.. hmm.. today sunny sms me in the morning.. tell me he wanna come my hse.. den tell me pei him go gym.. haha.. very long nvr exercise liao, awhile onli my leg turn jelly.. den we went for lunch, den come back went swimming.. den wait for mk n cherry.. went to play tennis.. wah.. whole day exercise n sports.. my body abit ache.. now feel abit headache.. go slp liao.. hope my headache will be gone.. nite..

2008-09-21T23:17:00.003+08:00

today play tennis wif my family.. mk they all cancel the game.. hmm.. been some times nvr play tgt liao.. haha.. when i go in, dunid play liao.. at nite went to newton circle eat dinner wif my family..

i dun understand.. wad man utd is thinkin.. everytime play so well.. get a goal, den play badly again.. second time in a row the sub get a goal against man utd.. berbatov is shit.. ronaldo also play very badly.. man utd have not been winning games, tt is a very bad news.. nvm.. once they start winning, the form will come..

2008-09-20T16:38:00.002+08:00

yest when i reach interchange.. i realise i 4got to bring my passport.. wanna go malaysia, but nvr bring passport.. first 1 to reach end up last 1 to reach.. haha.. lucky i stay at woodland.. went to neway wif sun, clive n tai.. den ltr ngor, ngor's gf, mk come n join us for dinner near tai hse.. den we return to singapore go hav a drink.. wait for tai training to finish, den fetch him n st.. go hav supper.. den went to sunny hse.. omg.. this few days keep eating, growin more n more.. down.. haha..

2008-09-19T12:20:00.002+08:00

yest went to my grandma hse.. 2 days nvr watch dvd liao, so sian.. at nite clive ask me go out eat.. den halfway thru, sunny say we nvr jio him.. go find him wanted to drink in the first place, end up go eat wif his family.. wth.. all i wanted is go out awhile den go hm early slp.. end up.. im very full, reach hm also very late.. make me so tired.. den today, duno which hse, keep drilling.. asshole.. so long liao still drilling, giv prob.. alrite, goin out liao.. bye..

2008-09-18T04:43:00.002+08:00

hmm.. clive come my hse swimming in the evening.. den we meet st at causeway for dinner.. after tt st say go watch money not enough 2.. wah.. i sian 1/2.. i watch before liao loh.. onli the two of them nvr watch.. keep asking me to watch.. haiz.. waste time n money.. nvr go out so happy, once i go out.. spent money liao, sian.. haha.. den they come my hse watch soccer..

2008-09-16T01:14:00.002+08:00

yest the moon realli very big, round n bright.. hmm.. today whole day at home.. slp quite early yest.. gd tt i can slp tt much.. haha.. watch dvd den watch tv the whole day.. upload the photos.. damn it.. at nite upload the video until now still havn okie.. so long.. haiz.. think tml den can finish uploading everything..

2008-09-14T22:30:00.002+08:00

i'm back.. friday early morning wake up go sunny hse put my bag.. den take bus go town meet sunny.. too early liao, shop still havn open.. so we have our breakfast first.. den we go shop for present.. quite tiring.. reach sunny hse around 2.. den wait for him to pack, go to check in the chalet..

first day rot at the chalet.. not many ppl.. went for dinner, go back play poker.. slp around 4, woke up around 9.. go eat breakfast.. den afternoon play soccer.. very long nvr play soccer liao.. haha.. den went to take cake.. den start bbq.. at nite got buffet..

this chalet realli very last min.. the most last min chalet i ever plan.. in between the planning, realli got quite a few stun from them.. i suddenly feel tt i dun enjoy planning for my group liao.. but at the end of the day, i still feel happy tt they got their bd party.. hmm.. maybe 1 day when i dun feel happy anymore, i will stop planning for my group.. this chalet also tell us sth.. too near is not gd.. everytime chalet, so far, very sian.. now tt its near, also bad.. in this chalet, almost 3/4 of the ppl went out.. some got other activity, some went home.. if i noe they got so many things to do, dun plan will be better.. anyway its over.. photos for zoo n chalet r done.. dun feel like posting it here.. go swissdestiny see bahz..tired liao, go slp.. nite..

2008-09-12T00:28:00.002+08:00

hmm.. very busy today.. morning 830 wake up.. meet sunny, jx n lei go zoo at 930.. yup, tue went to night safari, today went zoo.. haha.. we spent around 7hrs at zoo.. so up.. too bad the boat ride still not ready yet.. tts the down part.. hmm.. this time take more photos den at night safari.. but dun hav the photos wif me yet.. cant post.. hmm.. after tt, jx nid to go off.. so the rest of us go meet mk for dinner.. fish steamboat plus 3 dish.. den we went to westmall order birthday cake n drink coffeebean after tt.. reach home not long onli.. gotta do scouts stuff.. the equipment list giv prob, den at the same time nid to plan the chalet bd party.. tt realli giv me a big headache.. is not even my bd party, yet i m so busy.. i realli envy those ppl hu can come around evening, can go do their own stuff before they come.. i still nid to do this do tt.. why cant i be like the rest, come when i m done wif my stuff.. haiz.. do two things at a time realli very tough.. i was changing the scouts stuff, den discussing the chalet.. lol.. headache.. havn even pack my stuff.. alrite.. i wun be able to blog the next few days.. gotta go chiong finish my show liao.. hope tml dun giv me prob.. cross my fingers.. lol.. nite.. cya guys soon..

2008-09-10T22:51:00.006+08:00

today went to grandma hse.. nth to blog abt.. just post yest photos..

nice fish.. lol..

just to prove we been to night safari.. haha..

turning malay at the moment..

just pluck some coconuts.. cheers..

nvr take alot of photos.. cos cannot on flash, so nth is clear.. just take abit before we went home.. alrite.. go slp liao, ltr watch soccer.. nite..

2008-09-10T02:44:00.002+08:00

i just say i dun wanna go out.. but den today still went out.. afternoon my aunt ask me go out eat lunch.. went to northpoint eat lunch.. very long nvr go there liao.. after tt, play tennis wif her.. jx sms me this morning.. ask us to go night safari.. so evening went to safari wif jx, mk n sunny.. the last time i went to night safari duno is when liao.. super long nvr go liao lah.. haha.. anyway.. we onli walk half the place.. after we watch the animal show, the pussy lau giv prob.. cannot walk.. so we decide to go hm liao.. so we onli see half of the place.. haha.. night safari realli nid to test ur eyes.. every place u go, u hav to find wheres the animal.. so tough lah.. haha.. hmm.. very sian.. nvr realli watch dvd today.. haiz.. k.. no photos yet.. tml den post bahz.. nite..

2008-09-08T22:29:00.004+08:00

finally i feel tt i m resting.. stay at home the whole day.. haha.. finally got time to watch dvd tt i borrow from sunny.. i like watching shows.. hope to stay at home for the next few days.. hmm.. i go bath den continue watch my show liao.. haha.. bye ppl..

2008-09-07T13:35:00.002+08:00

update on yest, 6/9/08..

hmm.. 5 plus wake up prepare to go sch.. reach just on time.. end around 3.. den go eat lunch.. rest awhile, at nite went to campfire.. so tired.. finally last day of scouts liao.. stand down for 1 mth.. can rest for 1 mth.. wanna rest at home for a few days.. last week everyday went out, cannot take it..

2008-09-05T21:29:00.002+08:00

early in the morning went to scouts.. not enough slp.. today still hands on.. realli make me very tired.. the onli thing on my mind when i went hm is to slp.. the jnrs call me, find me in msn, ask me qns.. but i seldom entertain them.. too tired liao.. tml 5 plus nid to wake up.. hope i can last for the whole day..

2008-09-05T00:24:00.001+08:00

went out, den at nite went to my grandma hse.. hmm.. just quarrel wif some1.. bad mood.. go slp liao, will feel better when i wake up.. bb..

2008-09-03T22:53:00.003+08:00

today went out with xiu ping n hui ting.. the last gathering is about 1 yr ago.. haha.. time realli flies.. went to vivo.. went to eat marche den chat abit.. go walk ahile.. eat ice-cream den went home.. guess hu i saw in vivo.. jx.. i was early, so i walk around.. den i saw jx n a gal walk past me.. he didnt saw me.. lol.. so i call him.. lol.. den while walkin wif my friends, saw him again.. his frien realli very open.. the way she tok to me, like i noe already noe her.. haha.. jx, u r caught this time.. lol.. alrite, im tired liao.. go slp.. nite..

while eating ice-cream..

2008-09-02T22:59:00.002+08:00

hmm.. today went to scouts in the morning.. after scouts, hs and i decide to hav lunch wif sec3.. when we r abt to leave swiss, saw miss wan.. so i ask her whether she wanna join us for lunch ornot.. she realli join us sia.. not bad.. went to bp plaza eat long john.. almost all sec3 except 2, plus keyu n hs n me.. after tt loon rong, clem, jingyuan, keyu went to play pool.. although all dun realli noe how to play pool, but quite fun.. not a bad outing wif the sec3 n teacher.. hmm.. after lunch miss wan told me tt i after scouts realli diff from during scouts meeting.. can be a teacher.. diao.. my studies not gd teach wad sia.. lol.. anyway i m always lidat.. hav to be diff after scouts.. outside scouts every1 r all friends.. if not the jnrs will hate me man.. lol..

now halfway thru the second part of planning.. sms quite a few ppl.. looking for presents.. cannot say too much here, cos bd boys got come n see de.. lol.. i borrow sunny dvd thinkin i will be free to watch show.. but.. this week everyday got go out.. haha.. busy.. hope after the bd party will not be busy liao..

2008-09-02T00:23:00.002+08:00

when ppl dun hav luck, no matter wad also dun hav.. when ppl got luck, u realli do hav luck.. haha.. crap again.. anyway.. today sunny find me, tell me tt day we email the form for chalet have been approve.. at first, no pit, no chalet, no place.. now got pit got chalet.. haha.. so lucky.. for more information on the bd party, go swissdestiny n check.. hmm.. my sim card heng today.. yest nite ppl sms me i cannot receive.. this afternoon sunny told me he sms me then i realise my hp down.. haha.. alrite, gotta go slp liao.. nite..

2008-09-01T00:53:00.003+08:00

reach home around 8am this morning.. cant get to slp, but i force myself slp 2hrs.. wake up sian sian nth to do.. while chatting wif mk, i was checking the wedsite again.. finally some1 cancel their booking.. there is a slot for me to book.. thank God.. finally settle.. so lucky.. for more information of the bd party, visit swissdestiny bahz.. more planning this week.. alrite.. i m tired liao.. gotta go slp.. nite..

2008-08-31T01:38:00.002+08:00

hihi.. now at sunny hse.. update awhile.. this morning kanna disturb by music.. i tot is hu.. when i go out of my room, found out is from my hse.. my grandma listening to music.. den i went to bath, when i came out, no more sound liao.. my grandma start to watch tv.. wth.. wake me up liao den switch off.. haha.. hmm.. in the end, found out is my aunt play the music for my grandma.. haiz.. den around evening, meet clive go ps change his set up box.. den eat.. after tt come sunny hse watch soccer wif mk and st.. i still havn settle the bd party.. haiz..

2008-08-30T00:58:00.002+08:00

hmm.. today go ask whether i can dun book bbq pit n hold buffet ornot.. he say cannot.. damn it.. this week coming to the end liao, i still havn settle.. realli very hard man.. bd boy also givin me stun.. haiz.. at nite have dinner wif my family.. my sis get second in her cls for her ca2.. my aunt treat her go eat.. felt happy for my sis.. hope she can keep it up.. went to holland v eat.. den after tt eat ice-cream.. damn ex.. ended my day badly.. this bd party is driving me nuts.. haiz..

2008-08-29T01:00:00.002+08:00

today wake up stomach pain.. go toilet 3 times.. cannot slp well.. think yest eat too much.. after tt went to my grandma hse.. i wanna slp awhile, she keep tokin to me.. lol.. wah sian.. man utd red, black, white jersey havn even buy.. the new blue jersey come liao.. sian.. so many.. so many things wanna buy, but no money.. haiz.. hu say money is not impt.. lol..

2008-08-28T14:12:00.002+08:00

update on yest, 27/8..

yest raining.. stay at home watch tv, play game.. den evening meet mk go jb.. buy 1 game den meet tai for dinner.. treat tai eat.. hmm.. yest the prawns not very nice.. mk say next time try another stall.. haha.. yest say wad got two moons at 1230.. crap sia.. i look outside my window.. not even a single moon.. lol.. waste my time..

2008-08-26T22:34:00.002+08:00

today went scouts.. nth much.. hmm.. duno who go anyhow give my num to ppl.. this few days got ppl sms me.. idiot.. dun understand why.. dun even feel like entertain tt person.. lol.. if is a gal, den i suay loh.. haha.. crap..

2008-08-25T22:58:00.002+08:00

hmm.. today stay at home.. so shiok.. i realli like the feeling of stayin at home doin anything i wanna do.. haiz.. plan my frien bd party is getting harder n harder.. maybe bec last time everybody is around.. now very hard.. hope to settle everything by this week.. hmm.. at nite i treat my family go eat.. everytime earn money, i either giv my family some, or treat them eat.. no money also hav to do tt.. its a kind of respect.. go causeway eat sakae.. omg.. no money liao.. $86.. haiz.. my hard earn money.. sian.. nvm.. for my family de..

2008-08-24T23:41:00.003+08:00

hmm.. today slack at home.. so shiok.. finally nvr go out, stay at hm.. feeling very cold.. rainin the whole day.. my objective now is to slack, plan jx, mk and lei bd, and scouts.. but dun think i nvr work means i got money liao.. i dun hav.. im still poor.. haha.. just wanna rest more..

2008-08-23T23:03:00.002+08:00

yest came home rest.. yest nite is the last nite.. they ask me work next week.. but i dun wan.. even though this time the place is nearer.. the job is very slack very easy.. but i not enough slp bec i cant get used to the time, den usualli afternoon i got go out.. so 1 day 3hrs of slp i realli cant take it.. haha.. think they realli need ppl.. she call me just now, askin me to help her work at batok.. quite near.. but i say i dun wan..

thurs my dad n his family come my hse.. end up today i get scold before he went home.. ask me why go work at nite.. ppl slpin, i workin.. den usualli i went scouts.. not at home almost the whole day.. haha.. he bring durians.. omg.. nice.. u must be thinkin why i used bring instead of buy.. bec he got a durian plantation.. so he got his own durians..

hmm.. i hope this few days i can get back my energy.. too tired for the past few days.. think not workin for the time being unless any of my frien ask me to work wif him.. let me slack awhile.. oh ya, i wun entertain any qns abt my family, so pls dun tag me n ask abt my family stuff.. thank you.. nite nite..

2008-08-22T13:11:00.002+08:00

this morning i m late when i come back.. the shuttle bus almost went off.. i m late by 4 mins.. den the uncle say he was waitin for me.. cos too early liao, onli got me.. so he waitin for me.. so nice of him.. lucky loh, if not hav to wait for another 20mins.. work is even more slack yest.. anyway i hope today is the last day.. im tired, wanna rest.. gotta go out liao, bb..

2008-08-21T13:42:00.002+08:00

yest didnt realli slp well.. so many calls n sms.. haiz.. so i go out wif sunny.. after tt went to my grandma hse.. wanted to slp awhile, but my grandma keep tokin to me.. lol.. she told me she havn go see my mom yet.. thinkin of bringin her go.. hmm.. den after tt go work.. think this few days i realli not enough slp.. the most onli slp 5hrs.. den got 3hrs de also.. haiz.. im so dead.. den just now kanna scold by my teacher.. lol.. he ask me why havn giv him the letter.. den every wk i shld sent him a weekly report.. but i nvr send him.. lol.. so faster crap abit, sent him all 12wks at 1 go, den go sch giv him de letter.. den he ask me whether i got see ornot, i say nvr.. lol.. den he say they dun wan let u see ar, must be very bad.. lol.. in the end.. i let him eat back his words.. den he say okie, i pass my attachment.. take the cert liao n head back hm.. tired is the word to use now..

2008-08-20T14:02:00.002+08:00

oh no.. so long nvr blog liao.. haiz.. no money realli cannot.. xm tell me, i seems realli broke.. seriously i am.. haha.. actualli wanna relax after i finish poly.. end up mon start work liao.. lol. zx ask me go work at nite.. damn.. at first say at je.. end up at bedok.. start at 1030pm.. end at 530am.. the work is super easy n boring n wadever u call it.. we hav to upgrade the "tap machine".. duno the real name.. haha.. ya, n u just have to press 2 button.. but u hav to wait around 15 to 20mins to finish upgraging.. so u can see how easy n borin.. but bec we got the keys to start the bus, find it quite interesting.. switchin on the aircon, watch mobile tv, on/off the door, slpin in the bus, n so on... hmm.. den u can onli work until 4.. cos the bus driver start comin to work liao.. so 4 to 530 is free de.. its onli for 1 wk.. looking forward to wkend de.. 1.5 on sat n double pay on sun..
first day i wake up at 8plus.. damn it.. den go work at nite.. next day very tired.. slp 5hrs go scouts.. den now wake up.. still feeling tired.. goin another interview ltr, wif sunny.. hmm.. mon i go back sch wanna hand in letter, cant find my teacher.. damn it.. n now, 3 days liao, i still havn hand in the letter.. haiz..

2008-08-18T01:25:00.002+08:00

today.. went to malaysia wif jx, xm, mk, lei n sun.. as usual, they r late.. for almost 2hrs.. i think there is 1 thing u can learn from our group.. learn to be late.. some times is not bec tt person wanna be late, but he knew other ppl will be late, tts why he chose to be late.. tts why now our group all like to be late.. argh.. late awhile is okie de.. 2hrs.. realli very over.. everytime go malaysia i hav to wait.. haiz.. go eat lunch liao, xm, jx n sun go massage.. den lei, mk n me slack around.. see concert den go starbucks.. after tt we went to neway.. tai join us too.. sing n eat until 11.. den go hm.. not a bad day.. enjoy myself.. also very long dun hav so many ppl liao.. lol.. not bad.. reach hm wacth second half man utd match.. 1-1.. not a gd start.. same as last yr.. did very badly at the start.. this yr i noe will not be like last season liao.. this season confirm very tough de.. every1 keep saying this yr chelsea will win.. hmm.. true tt they r strong this season.. haiz.. man utd now very down.. so little ppl.. look at how many youngster play in the match.. faster get all the player back.. jia you..!

2008-08-17T10:22:00.002+08:00

updated on 15/8..

finally last day of atttachment.. when i go down, the shuttle bus just went off.. so hav to wait another 20mins.. late for work, but hu cares.. last day.. finish up my work, clear up my desk.. wait for my letter.. she very clever, put my letter in a envelope.. after i go, i dun care loh.. i just tear open the envelope n see.. haha.. not bad.. my mood turn happy liao.. jx in the morning ask me go eat dinner.. so i ask jx go chervons loh.. celebrate wif me.. cos the rest all not free mah.. mk free, but cant call thru.. so meet jx liao go chervons.. he say he very hungry, so go the chinese restaurant eat.. lucky everything is on 50% off.. so consider cheap.. maybe cn ask the rest go there eat.. the food also not bad.. den after tt, sing till 10.. den go jx hse ton.. very very long nvr go his hse.. since christmas party i think.. play and chat.. den slp.. nice day spend wif jx.. quite some times he nvr mix wif us liao.. the point is, i finish my poly.. yes.. finally..

1 and onli photo taken..

2008-08-14T23:49:00.002+08:00

hmm.. tml will be the last day of my attachment.. so gd.. my boss say the next 1 to come in after me have to go site.. cos the singtel stuff just started.. i go also no use.. hmm.. wonder wad izzit like to go site, better den stayin at office..? well, my company tt i m attached to is called adtis.. is a small company.. office ppl will draw n do proposal.. the workers n engineers will go n install those antenna n wires.. the first wk i hav been doin paper work.. invoices n stuff.. den the next 1 mth been doin sweep result and proposal using autocad.. the rest of my attachment is rot n slack.. the pay very little, but i dun expect much since is attachment.. nvr go work for a total of 5 or 6 days.. onli 1 got reason.. lol.. alrite lah, the company is near my hse, so i dunid wake up too early.. as long i m safe, im happy.. n im realli safe.. haha.. finally.. last day liao.. lol..

2008-08-12T22:39:00.002+08:00

hmm.. today go back scouts.. wanna hav a show down meeting with teacher.. in the end, onli miss wan can make it.. crap.. hmm.. left 3 more days liao.. wad m i suppose to do after attachment.. wanna go holiday but no money.. lol..

2008-08-11T23:05:00.002+08:00

hmm.. today rot as usual.. den my boss say she let me take off tml.. yes ar.. lidat means i onli left 3 more days.. count down.. i cant wait.. haiz.. duno why.. the sian feeling start to come again.. dun feel like doin anything, keep feeling sian sian lidat.. very long nvr lidat liao.. haiz..

2008-08-11T12:58:00.002+08:00

post about yest, 10/8..

sunny, mk and st come my hse for tennis and swimming.. so suay, when we wanna play, start to rain.. the highlight of the game is when mk fell down.. lol.. he almost tap out.. hmm.. the down side is i lose a set wif sunny, n i cannot call myself aw siong.. i will win it back.. lol.. after swimming, went to eat curry fish head near sembawang shopping centre.. we wait for ah tai for very long.. but he treat us eat.. hmm.. when we go in malaysia, our turn to treat him back.. after tt den go hm liao..
after dinner, i start to feel headache.. think play in the rain for too long.. watch soccer match den slp liao.. haha.. yest i see man utd play, super relax.. especially penalties.. every1 so relax.. anyway we retain the title.. first trophy of the season.. more wil come.. lol.. gotta go. bye..