Saturday, December 8, 2007
today went to my grandma hse after sch.. chat wif them.. found out quite alot of things.. everytime when tok abt my mom, my grandma will cry.. today is the first time i saw my grandfather cry too.. today i knew more things abt my dad n mother.. at nite also chat wif my aunt abt this.. my tears flow.. some times when i noe all my cousin study u, i will ask myself, why cant i.. some times when i see xinming say how his mom treat him, giv him money buy stuffs, i ask myself why cant i.. i noe in my heart a family without a father or a mother is nvr a complete family.. but lucky i got very gd aunt.. hmm.. been feelin sad abt sth.. not goin to post.. hope i wun dwell on this for too long.. nite..
::3:05 AM