Saturday, December 19, 2009
this few days very busy.. everyday rehearsal.. very tired.. but finally, tonite is the day i have been waiting for 9mths.. it is really tough in the beginning. lukcy along the way people hav been encouraging me.. family and friends.. and also my division mates and my sir.. two of my DO realli very good to me.. i guess i hav been the lucky one.. im lost for words.. lol.. just want to enjoy tonite.. yest rehearsal, the weather was perfect.. lets hope we can have the same weather and i can have a good ending..
::10:27 AM
Saturday, December 12, 2009
today is a very boring day..den 1730 got nights out.. today is the longest nights out.. 4h30mins.. yet i felt tt i am very lonely today.. i cant find any friends today.. i ask those i think im close wif.. yet no1 is available.. haiz.. felt so lonely.. somehow think tt ocs makes my circle of friends smaller.. anyway got two available. hui ting. but i meeting clive, so sry ting.. but when i am home.. my grandma was alone.. so i decide to eat wif my ah ma.. end up my aunt was goin to eat dinner wif her.. so i eat tgt wif them.. lol.. k lah.. not bad.. eat dinner with family makes me feel better..
come back mod debrief.. after tt stay at gunroom to watch 'sex drive' wif a few ppl.. lol.. not a bad show.. nice.. tml booking out at 8am.. waste my time.. realli shld book out today.. haiz.. nvm.. keep my comment to myself..
::12:58 AM
Thursday, December 10, 2009
haiz.. i duno why this year i am not excited about my birthday. haha.. my friend say because im old liao. is that true.. but i realli dun feel anything about my birthday this year. well, not going to think about it anymore..
i am going to have block leave soon.. going to spend the time to catch up with my friends..
::8:25 PM
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
Very long never blog already.. lazy and really nth to blog about. just changed my blog skin, duno why the previous one cant be used anymore.
it's been a long way, i have finally completed my course. i did it. it is really a tough journey to me. 19 of dec here i come. guess my tears will be falling on tt day.
i also wanna say some words to my friends. i'm very sorry that i hav not been meeting u people ever since i came into ocs. i felt very bad when i reject my friends. if i can, i will spend time wif u people like last time. i duno whether things will change ornot. i can only say sorry. i think i reject quite a few ppl liao. my bmtc friends, some girls friends, and most importantly, my best friends - swiss destiny.. our friendship already last for 10yrs. even if we nvr meet like last time, our friendship will always last.
i also wanna thnks those friends who encourage me along the way. it really helps. i have not let you people down.
let me find time to catch up with u people. thank you all my friends.
::7:37 PM