Sunday, June 15, 2008
well done holland.. lets hope final realli like wad i guess, holland vs portugal.. hmm.. today AL meeting change to afternoon.. 1230.. but i still late.. lol.. end at 245.. den i meet clive at je mrt.. goin to the pc show.. alot of ppl man.. haiz.. i hate goin to places tt got alot of ppl.. just go there take their letter, den go off liao.. den go la-vanita see see.. lol.. got alot of things wanna buy.. no money.. still got debts now.. sian.. after tt went to adeline's birthday party.. well is clive friend.. she invited me.. i dun wanna go at first, cos i dun even noe a single 1 of her frien except clive.. also duno her well.. but since she invite me, i try to go loh.. i realli find myself very bad.. i feel bad thru out the party.. i very anti-social.. bec clive already got a group of friends there.. so at first, i tried to go over there.. i was standing beside them, while they r sittin down playin game.. if is my group of frien, den ppl come.. i will speak first.. but if i go other ppl place, i wait for ppl to come speak to me den i tok de.. then they nvr tok to me, they nvr even ask me to sit dw.. so i feel very "extra" there.. den i see clive always stay wif me, i dun wan mah.. so i go other place sit dw alone.. everybody is like mixin sround, onli me sit outside.. realli feel very bad.. but i find it hard to mix wif clive friends.. so i just sit alone loh.. i noe 1 or 2 gals also tokin abt me, co they saw clive n i tokin abt them.. well.. nvm.. i almost fall aslp whn i sittin alone.. nth to do, make me slpy.. lol.. hmm.. den after singin bd song, they takin photos.. i seriously dun wanna join them.. cos i cant even mix wif their group liao, if take photo wif them, very weird.. so i go outside.. but i realli feel bad, it seems like i m very rude to the bd gal.. this is my first time i so anti-social loh.. wanna say sry to the bd gal.. anyway thnks for inviting me.. still think swissdestiny de best.. got xm this kind of frien tt go intro himself n tok to ppl.. make ppl feel easy.. haha.. alrite.. bb..
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