Tuesday, December 2, 2008
hi.. im back.. shld be a long post.. wanna tok abt my feeling first before i tok abt wad happened.. finally finish my 6days 5nite camp.. after the camp, it make me understand sth.. we are still very new in hq level.. alot of things we r not gd yet.. can see tt the sub-camp tt we r ic of, we r not realli well-prepared.. we realli need to improve on tt area.. den its our very own swiss falcon.. i duno why, i feel very bad.. during the camp. quite a few leaders hav conflict.. abt wad, i wun say here.. like i say from the start of my blog, i wun post everything here.. its onli a blog where i can crap.. k, continue.. i also duno wad i do during the camp its rite or wrong.. feel quite bad actualli.. hmm.. too many conflict liao, as their leaders, i also hope i hav help them resolved some conflict between them too.
26/11, first day..
onli the leaders nid to go there.. meet 730 at lot1.. after eatting, went there.. mark out the 9 by 9 area.. we r the first to complete tt.. haha.. den went to see where swiss campsite.. help to throw away those rocks n stuff in their campsite.. den make them flat too.. hmm.. end up the gals campsite from a gd 1 to a bad 1.. so we request to change.. they agreed.. lucky for our gals team.. so was quite slack for the day.. just wait n bring them to put their stuffs..
27/11, second day..
first day of the competition.. early morning wait for sch to continue put their stuffs in their area.. tt heard news tt swiss lorry is late.. wth.. realli dun understand wad the teacher is thinking.. den all the leaders went to help when the lorry came.. so little helper too.. end up leaders help alot.. den we onli had a short briefing.. the rest leave it to them liao.. end up.. when we walk past, they do the wrong things.. make us angry.. haiz..
28/11 to 29/11..
they continue to build their campsite, while we continue to do our own sub-camp.. nth much. their bwm, orienteering, quiz and first aid all did quite badly.. den sat they do pioneering building.. was lookin at them for 4hrs.. realli disappointing to see them tt way.. especially the gals.. bec they hav been doin well, but during pioneering, they were not gd.. after tt, i went over to scold them, hope they can do better.. at nite, their skit were the best.. realli happy for them..
30/11..
up to now, the results were just above the average.. hope we can score well.. think they did listen to us.. hmm.. open hse, our teacher nvr come.. onli mr lim come.. think he shld be happy wif wad he saw.. at nite.. just before the dinner, jemie bluff me n val tt we got cop.. was damn sad at tt time.. cant explain tt feeling.. didnt eat well.. just before the campfire, saw jemie doin sth tt make me think tt he bluff us.. but i was not certain.. den, when sayin the result.. we get past cop.. at tt time, i noe we r getting silver liao.. n true enough, both team get silver.. mixed feeling.. feel happy for them, but also abit upset.. but i dun wanna spoil the jnrs mood.. so i onli say those happy stuff..
1/12, last day..
didnt slp the whole nite, spend the nite toking wif jnrs.. so was feeling very tired.. the whole day its abt packing.. at first wanted to leave wif swiss.. but we hav to wait for every1 in our sub-camp to leave first.. so in the end hs drive us straight hm.. reach hm bath liao slp.. my ah ma wake me up at 8pm to eat my dinner.. 930pm slp again.. wake up at 12pm today.. haha..
my feeling for npc realli its a mixed feeling.. anyway our aim its to get silver, and they get it.. im realli happy for them.. especially the gals.. they almost get gold.. alot of ppl also praise the gals.. they shld be proud of wad they do.. bec this is wad i wanna get when i train them.. i treat them the same way as i treat the guys.. they ran away, miss wan tok to me, tell me try to treat them diff from the guys, but i still feel im doin the rite way, i still wanna treat them the same.. so when ppl say our gals team r gd, i feel tt i m doin the rite things.. im happy for the gals.. overall not bad.. but quite disappointed wif their bwm, orienteering, quiz n first aid.. if they also do well in tt, they can get gold.. anyway, swiss falcon can raise their flag high.. we got two silver for the mother of all competition.. n we goin to get gold again for frank copper sand.. wad a great yr..
2/12, today..
wake up still tired.. chat awhile den went back slp in the afternoon.. den my family say treat me go eat sakae buffet.. as my bd treat.. cos they goin malaysia on fro to next tue.. i do feel like goin, but i goin army next wk liao.. if i go, i cant meet my friends.. so i dun think i will be going.. quite full.. i also decided, i wun making my bd celebration grand.. i wun invite every1.. just make up wif diff group n eat.. tts all.. like wad xm say, its just a bd.. haha..
finally scouts is over for me.. i done my best this yr.. bec of scouts, especially this few mths, i nvr meet up wif my friends.. i noe some of my friends r not happy.. im realli sry.. i wanna spend this few days wif my friends, my family n pack up my stuff for army.. friends, can start to book me liao.. lol.. though i not celebrating my bd a grand 1.. but i still wanna celebrate early before i go army.. just eat dinner today wif my family.. next wk celebrate wif scouts.. still got my close friends i wanna celebrate wif.. n some friends.. not much time left.. lol..
::10:35 PM
